Was I ever truly over him? At one time I was sure that the answer was yes. But if seeing him again- and merely touching his hand- could peel back so many layers of my heart, then did I ever stop loving him the way you’re supposed to stop loving everyone but the one you’re with?
— Emily Giffin, Love the One You’re With
sooo..guess what i've been up to lately! me, myself and i we just really can't decide what it is though..but it's kinda exhausting and today is my first day at home. alone with myself, my imac, movies and chocolate...not to forget about sims 3 what i loooooove playing most at the moment. awkward? who cares.
tomorrow is the last day of this year and doesn't one say how you start in the new year all the year will be like? than obviously my life is going to be messy, lazy, full of things that i have to do but didn't even begin with, chocolate everywhere and a damn lot of sprit. doesn't seem like a bright future - but at least i've got my good friends all around, my lovely baby car and a caring mother who would rather die than see me growing fatter.
i just bought a new bed, which is the most amazing bed i've ever seen and it will be the reason why i won't leave my room anymore - it's just too awesome. swarovski glitter on it, black, leather...obviously everything that i ever wanted and everything that is contrary to my room itself.
than again it seems like i got so many old friends back in my life, it's not even funny. i don't even know what i did that they all want to be part of my heart again. to be perfectly honest i haven't decide what to think of it yet...so i really need to make up my mind about whether it's a good thing or a bad thing. maybe now is the right time for that.
so we find ourselves looking for the future. you ain't see nothing yet.
byebye 2009 ! happy new year everybody - xoxo
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