cause this is see you later, i'm not into goodbyes.

just wanted to tell 2009 good bye. i will hardly miss you.

you brought a lot of "first times" with you and definitely some of them will stay the last time, too.

stole my grandma's car one night, drove without license, drove with license, got a crash, got a crush, got broken up with me instead of the other way round as usual, learned horse back riding, learned golfing, went to usa, got a visit of the americans, drove in a limousine around minnesota, worked, decided that students aren't necessary better persons than normal boys, found out that my rabbits will stay alive forever, considered the lion king as the best movie ever, girls are that complicated it's not even funny but i love my friends anyways, saw people leaving my life & heart and than moving back in, tried drugs, tried getting rid of drugs, stopped eating, started to scuff, ran all out of relationships with boys and all in a damn serious relationship with my car and became a better person. not. whatever.

as i said - i won't miss you 2009. not in any case ✌

but i still love you