“Waiting for you, is like waiting for rain to end the drought, disappointing and useless.”
Sam Martin, A Cinderella Story
well well well...actually i have no idea why i'm writing this. maybe because it's something that really needed to come out, maybe i just felt like philosophizing about random stuff, maybe it's because all my friends are so into dealing with problems which won't be there without being truly madly deeply in love that i absolutely felt like giving a speech on the worst sides of it, or maybe it's just because of the weather.
isn't that the perfect answer to nearly every question anyways?
oi vey this headache is going to kill me. where does it come from? - uh don't ask, it's the weather, obviously.
so all i did was staying in bed and watching some horrible girls movies. how did i get to this point? - did you take a look out the window today? it's the weather, what else.
and i was so sure that i really,really,really would go out tonight, having some fun. why the hell am i still at home? - what a stupid question. it's the weather, apparently.
way to go weather? what do you think you are? some kind of badass grinch for everyone and everything? petrus should change something about the way he takes care of you. for real.
so enough about weather and back to the cloudy topic of stormy love. i think i truly must have missed out on some basic stuff there.
why do we all long so badly for a rainy time of nebulous ignorance whether somebody likes us back or not?
why do we want to be struck by lightning, well by many many lightnings and suffer agonies every time we see that one person?
according to this why just one person at all? can't we love a lot of persons?
i mean, to speak for myself, i do. i do love a lot of persons and i don't need to fly on some mysterious cloud nine to feel the heat of the sun or the break of my heart. cause obviously that's the happily ever after everybody's talking about. "ever" just means maybe 2 weeks or 2 years anyways and in the end it's just the big destruction after the thunderstorms. so i'd rather take an umbrella.
stay dry little weather frogs and don't forget your wellies.
N.
i really like your point of view. and i like your way of expressing yourself. honestly. the only thing i must admit is i don't get the point of you loving like several people. there can just be one person you really love. or would you yourself also like share someone you love? i wouldn't.
AntwortenLöschenso what now is left to say: if you want to, i'd share my umbrella with you ;)
oh i'm glad to read that, thanks a lot.
AntwortenLöschenbut there are some different things about sharing than just share someone you love with maybe another girl/or boyfriend. i mean, you can just share someone with their good friends or family members that are really important to them. additionally i would say there can't just be one person to love because if there is this only one and you lose this one person, than what?
ahahaa nice - let's got ;)
well you're right. of course you'll have to share him/her with his family and friends. but that wasn't my point. what i wanted to say is, if you love like 3 guys at the same time, each of them would have to share you with the other 2. i couldn't stand it. well okay there are different types of love. love like the one you love your family, love like the one you love your best friends. but that one kind of love i'm speaking of, is the one how you'd love your boyfriend. this love is a developing one, it grows bigger from time to time. or it fades away, just if you have the feeling you don't fit together for sure.
AntwortenLöschenWhen you lose someone you love like that, often it's really disappointing and sometimes you feel really upset for a coulple of days or even weeks. but it doesn't mean that afterwards you can't love a person the same way. each relationship makes you fitter. you'll learn by the mistakes both of you made and the next time it'll be a little better.
So tell me, is all this possible, if you "love" more than 1 person? can you tell me with 100% insurance, that it's the kind of love i mentioned last? or could it just be, that you feel uncomfortable being kinda alone and you want some nice guy around you, just to feel better? don't get me wrong, i would never dare ascribing it to you, i'm just curious how you feel and how you're viewing these things ;)